My last artwork (not class related) I drew before leaving Florida, I posted it on DA, and I planned on posting it here to. Herc, turd ball that he can be :P knocked it off the table and chewed the corner *pout* So I can't 'physically' color it now... but thankfully I still have the inked version to share, and maybe one day when I learn to color on the computer, I can finally add a bit more flare to this :P Until then, enjoy poor Loki about to get a switching LOL! *evil grin*

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I know I haven't posted in like a month. I feel like getting online can almost be daunting because I'm too drained to do more than reply to a few posts/comments a night, and when I come back I have more to catch up with. I've still been dealing with depression bouts, but these past couple weeks have been a lot better with fewer occurrences. This may be because I stopped breast feeding Lucian for 2 weeks now and have started taking the vitamin St. John's wort (thanks dillonmania! Either way, I'm feeling more energetic. I finished lesson 21 of my art school (I'll post when it comes back although honestly the assignment bored me to tears! 0o) I plan to try to get some of the promised art work to friends going soon. Sorry about that! I know I suck! :P But this post isn't to go on about being depressed, it's about getting over being depressed, and with that my sexuality is coming back, and I'm in the mood to post all that spanky goodness I've collected/had awesome friends make for me!

(Warning for those who don't want to see a lot of red bottoms, don't look under the cut! LOL! XD)

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I love this so much! XD It's only 22 seconds and was taken the day after Lucian's birthday.



I'm going to try to make another post soon of a more risque nature :P A spanking picspam for those interested LOL! If not, well, there's no accounting for tastes LOL! JK ;)

Lucian celebrated his 1st birthday in style! Lots of new friends made the event special, and of course I have a million and one pics to share, but I hand selected a few as well as a couple videos of the birthday bash to share with every one!

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So I know this is way late, but better late than never? *sheepish grin* I know I still owe a few folks some art out there, and I'm trying to get better at making time for it. :P

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For the most part life has been going awesome! I love my job, co-workers, shift, house more than anyone can imagine! =D
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As promised, I took some pics of the house, and I got the idea to share a virtual tour instead since pics never show the whole room... and I didn't feel like uploading 30+ pics along with resizing :P



And bonus video of Lucian's first experiences crawling! =D

Okay, so Jason, Scott, and I are finally settled in to the new house, and it's gorgeous!

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Jason's mom passed away this morning around 7AM. We will be having a memorial for her on Sat at 7PM and will stay at his dad's before heading out for AL Sunday morning. Scott is going to leave Saturday morning with the moving van and start unloading stuff, so when we get there all we have to do is unpack. At least that's what we've semi worked out. We still have to pack a lot of things up, and everything is so scrambled and hectic right now... I just don't know. Anyways, that's a quick update on everything that's going on. For those that haven't heard, we did get the good news that we did in fact get the house to rent we were looking at :) Some good news is always good about now

If you believe in a higher power or not, please send us your positive thoughts.

I'd wanted to wait for good news before I posted here again, but the bad seems to keep piling up. Jason's mom went to the hospital last night due to her blood pressure dropping and having problems breathing... she's unable to breathe on her own currently, and today we were told the infection in her lung has spread (pneumonia) to her whole lung. They are giving her the night whereas they were talking Hospice last night. Jason and the baby just left for the hospital again, and I'm sitting here getting ready to go to work since I don't have a lot of time off left, and I'd just be milling about with the rest of the family... waiting for the inevitable, so Jason and I decided it'd be best if I just went to work, and he'd keep me posted. :( At least she's sedated and comfortable, which I guess is all we can hope for at the moment. We've been expecting this for awhile as she's been eaten up with cancer for the past 15 years, but honestly, nothing ever really prepares you when it's at your front door step. Maybe a miracle will come through and she'll wake up and fight this infection off. We have to have hope.

We still haven't gotten a yes or no on the rental home for AL that we were supposed to find out about no later than today... since the first one fell through... we are supposed to move out on Saturday, so if this house is a nay, we will have to find somewhere else to live this weekend, and we just won't be going to Al. So, yeah, bad news just keeps pouring down. I'm only really keeping it together because I'm currently so doped up on oxycotton from getting two of my wisdom teeth pulled yesterday. What the hell man? What's with all this bad luck everywhere? It's not just me either, two of my pregnant friends both lost their babies (one on Sunday, the other yesterday) Another friend of mine's cousin lost his 1 yr old son due to choking, was coming back from the funeral Sunday and was killed in a massive 10 car pile up. :( I just don't understand.

I hope you guys are doing okay out there as I really can't bear to hear anymore bad news :(